Ali Casanova


Be Poor, Live Rich
Ali Casanova
Suicide Girl. Alt Model. Exploring the Midwest.
Fashion. Alcohol. Nudity. 666. Tattoos. Body Mods. Life.

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  • 22nd
  • July
  • 2014

Plus, I’m getting older. I’m going to be 25 soon. I don’t have my shit together, an if I hadn’t been fucked over by every roommate I’ve ever had I might be in better financial shape…but I feel like I SHOULD have my shit together. I mean I do like my job even though I feel like I’m always working, I never see my friends, and I’m still always broke…I don’t get it. I try so hard and get nothing in return…I hope our children have a better life that we do because all I see in my future is more debt and more bullshit…And it’s getting to be overwhelming.

Bitch post, don’t read this shit if you don’t want to hear me bitch.

Life, wtf. Today has been the worst day ever. I forced myself to get out of bed this morning, I have to wake up at 6am to leave by 7:20am to work at 8am. I didn’t feel good, soar throat and headache, but I went anyways. Well after about 11am I noticed that my glands in my neck were swollen, and I went to check out how my throat looked, well I noticed my neck was completely red…like my skin was all red and blotchy. So I knew something was wrong. I asked to leave work around 11:30 and rushed to urgent care. There they checked out my skin and tested me for strep throat. Which I don’t have strep but I DO have poison ivy. It’s only on my throat/neck area, which is unusual. The doctor said its also possible that my throat has poison ivy too, I know it sounds crazy but if someone burns poison ivy and you inhale the smoke it can get in your throat and even your lungs. It’s pretty damn painful too, I mean I thought I had strep, and anyone who has had that knows its not fun. Well after urgent care I had to go to my local Krogers Pharmacy…and FUCK THOSE PEOPLE. I’m just going to say, I’m switching pharmacies as soon as I have another prescription to fill. So I get there and they ignored me at first, like they usually do. And mind you, they know me there. I come in once a month to pick up my birth control. They ignored my questions about my prescription, then walked away and helped someone else, and when the girl came back and I asked her why she never answered me she CONTINUED to ignore me and gave me my prescription. I asked her were I could find the information to leave a comment about the pharmacy and she replied with “I don’t know”. So I said fuck it, paid and left. On my way home this asshole in a pickup truck with a trailer attached turned at a light I was going straight at, (and I had a green light) and when I went to break, because he really didn’t give a fuck that I was about to hit him…my brakes went all the way to the floor and I didn’t slow down. Not one bit. So I had to almost go off the road to avoid hitting him…when he should not have turned out in front I me in the first place. He then proceeds to flip me off. I was laying on my horn and pretty much in years because I didn’t know why my brakes didn’t work…I kept trying to pump them and nothing was happening. I replaced my brakes like…a week or two ago. So I turned on my hazards and continued to slowly drive my ass home. Anticipating the turn into my road an into my driveway was a challange and there were many angry drivers behind me, but I was literally 2-3min from being home so I just went. When I got home I was happy to see my dad was there…well I wasn’t happy, I was crying but you know what I mean. And I parked the car, ran to my dad, he saw I was upset and asked what was wrong. I told him and he proceeded to bitch me out like it was my god damned fault I almost died in a wreck. And bla bla bla, I can’t get my car fixed until Sunday, and my work is refusing to honor my doctors note, which is bullshit. I’m still not going to work tomorrow, I don’t even care. I’m also supposed to be taking care of my best friends cat while they are on vacation, I no longer have a computer to use, I really need a new car since mine is like 14 years old and sucks up all my extra money…often times money I can’t afford to give. And I was disturbed at how nobody I called or text after my almost accident seemed to care much. I called my closest friends (minus the ones on vacation) most didn’t answer…as usual…and the others were brief and busy. It’s like…I REALLY could have gotten hurt. I AM hurting. I AM sick. I’ve got poison ivy in my god damned throat. I’m sick and tired of not mattering to anyone, not even people I’m PAYING like that bitch at the Kroger Pharmacy. Like seriously. I want to give up. I have so so so much shit on my plate and I always hold my head up high and pretend I have a good happy life and I don’t. I like in a house that is falling apart, my septic isn’t even up to city standards…so that’s going to be even more money I owe. I don’t have AC in my house or in my car, my oven doesn’t work, my dishwasher doesn’t work, I don’t even have a washer or dryer. I spend so much money on gas that I sometimes can even afford food for myself because I would rather feed my cat an make sure she has clean litter. Any time I ask for help via Wishlist, donations, or Polaroid and print sales you assholes call me a whore, pathetic, or many other things…idk sometimes life feels overwhelming. For me it feels like that almost every day. I hope I can make it through this year, I really do.

  • 21st
  • July
  • 2014

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WHERE are they getting this stuff !!

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suicidegirls:

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suicidegirls:

MissFernadez Suicide

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vaydaplacebosuicide:

In less than an hour, me and @bellazombie ‘s Multi set “The Zone” inspired by The Weeknd will be in member review on @suicidegirls βœ¨πŸ™ŒπŸ’•πŸŽˆπŸŽˆπŸŽˆπŸŽΆπŸŽ΅πŸŽΆπŸŽ΅

vaydaplacebosuicide:

In less than an hour, me and @bellazombie β€˜s Multi set β€œThe Zone” inspired by The Weeknd will be in member review on @suicidegirls βœ¨πŸ™ŒπŸ’•πŸŽˆπŸŽˆπŸŽˆπŸŽΆπŸŽ΅πŸŽΆπŸŽ΅

bellazombie:

Less than an hr my love @vaydasuicide and I will be in review in @suicidegirls ❀️❀️😊 thanks to the amazing @alissa_brunelli for making this happen! #suicidegirls

bellazombie:

Less than an hr my love @vaydasuicide and I will be in review in @suicidegirls ❀️❀️😊 thanks to the amazing @alissa_brunelli for making this happen! #suicidegirls

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hammatime91:

Cause I like to spoil @xhuerofeox

hammatime91:

Cause I like to spoil @xhuerofeox

Awesome fan art from @iamjavo πŸ’• I love this sketchy artsy style! Very cool! #casanovafanart #alicasanovafanart #cultcasanova #sgfanart #sketch #drawing #blackandwhite

Awesome fan art from @iamjavo πŸ’• I love this sketchy artsy style! Very cool! #casanovafanart #alicasanovafanart #cultcasanova #sgfanart #sketch #drawing #blackandwhite

A little #throwback from the #lvshootfest @yourtoxicaddiction @alicasanova and Annastasia Suicide (can’t find her link on my phone because its being stupid. Someone please tag her for me!)

A little #throwback from the #lvshootfest @yourtoxicaddiction @alicasanova and Annastasia Suicide (can’t find her link on my phone because its being stupid. Someone please tag her for me!)

alicasanova:

More Polaroids on my etsy shop! www.etsy.com/shop/casanovaprintshop check them out and grab your one of a kind, signed instax before they sell out! #suicidegirls #etsy #instax #girlswithtattoos #tattoos #skull #deerskull #antlers #diy

alicasanova:

More Polaroids on my etsy shop! www.etsy.com/shop/casanovaprintshop check them out and grab your one of a kind, signed instax before they sell out! #suicidegirls #etsy #instax #girlswithtattoos #tattoos #skull #deerskull #antlers #diy

alicasanova:

Preview of my new set for @suicidegirls shot by @labratphoto #suicideirls #girlswithtattoos #tattooedmodel #inkedmodel #pinkhair #coloredhair #dyedhair #vintage #pinup #suicidesundies

alicasanova:

Preview of my new set for @suicidegirls shot by @labratphoto #suicideirls #girlswithtattoos #tattooedmodel #inkedmodel #pinkhair #coloredhair #dyedhair #vintage #pinup #suicidesundies